My big dream is to rule the world and be a billionaire. Don’t worry, I wouldn’t rule in a dictatorial fashion, I would rule with fair logic and reasoning, and delegate the majority of the ruling to countries for them to handle rather than myself and the people working with me. And I want to be a fantastically rich person not necessarily just for the money, but for the joy of managing all those assets and organizations! The glory of all that success would be great too though…
Those are my dreams. Power and wealth. I don’t want them for the shallow reasons, I want to achieve those dreams because I know that I am more capable than most people are, and I feel that because of that I am obligated to lead everything I can possibly lead. I don’t just feel a personal desire to, I don’t just feel that its best that I am the person leading, but I feel obligated to lead even when I don’t want to lead. (Which is very rare)
I hope wanting to lead literally pretty much everything in the world doesn’t make me like mildly mentally ill or something lol. I just wouldn’t ever pass on any opportunity to move into a higher position of leadership because I know that I have an obligation to lead due to the things I know, understand, and see, that the population does not know, understand, and see.
Do any of you feel like this? Is that a result of my personality?
I’ve noticed about a year ago I was an INTJ, and saw my introversion as a weakness, so I worked on it, and I am now very strongly extroverted. Since I have become through and through an ENTJ rather than an INTJ I have went from being a person that would know how to lead and know I was the most capable leader, but would refuse to lead, to actually feeling my purpose in life is to lead.
So that change in my personality from refusing to lead as an INTJ to feeling I exist to lead as an ENTJ made me wonder if that is what triggered this change in me, my personality type changing.
Do any of you feel obligated to lead? Or do I feel obligated to lead for some other reason, and its just coincidental that I began feeling this way around the same time I changed from an INTJ to an ENTJ?
And is the way I feel morally wrong? Its not like I want to lead in a bad way, I just want to lead because I can lead the best I think…